| love is blind |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|04:56 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | fuck shit piss | ] |
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| |  angry and depressed | ] |
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| | happy endings- avril | ] |
i am so fucking stupid.
girl falls for boy
boy picks other girl and doesn't talk to girl for 2 weeks
girl gets drunk and makes out with boy
boy breaks girls heart by not remembering when he was not even drunk.
but hey what u do, nothing, boy still has not talked to girl. girls brother is stupid too, only he will not hook her up with any marine guys. he sucks! computer is possessed. every one else is hooking up with people. she is stuck in the dust. alone. has switched to alcohol, ciggs, and coffee for best friends. lost seven pounds in less than a week and ate again. and gained it back. am totally depressed. sometimes i want to be with him. but than i dont because he hurt me and i dont think he has told his GF about the incident b/c he know the GF will be very pissed on account that it was me. avril is my best friend, she knows me so well. she completes me. am very excited about going to IHOP with steph tomorrow. and i am planing my brothers 21st b-day party. i think i am the coolest little sister ever. but thats just me. |
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| the po po's |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|01:58 pm] |
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| | daisy | ] |
the daily journal: Mr.nixon is a cool teacher, but sometimes he ease drops too much! Parker (emo_rodeo) and the cops came looking for me at sara's house and then she got pulled over for a non stop!! |
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| my days are crapp |
[Sep. 29th, 2005|11:55 am] |
my mother has been killing lately. it's just not something i really enjoy doing. I dont see my friends as much as i would like to. it hurts my heart. but the smoking isn't bothering me. Omg yesterday i was so shook'n up that i was freaking out for my math test. my hands were never steady, my mind was throwing me curves. you would think that i was becoming physcodic.
i have a writers block. Mabey i should change my story, How about this... A girl named Christina has been a newpaper writer for 10 years, she wants something new. She meets a man in the local pub who has read her stuff before and he liked it. He offers her a big time job as the Chinhooks official writer. He gave her his card with his number on it,it also stated the big bucks she would be erning if she moved to his office. So she calls her 3 best friends; Melanie was once a local TV star for the news than quit to become a stay at home mum, Geoff a big buissness CEO and owner of his wifes coffee shop, Daisy Geoff wife and loan behold best friend of Christina(but her friends call her Chris, Chrissy, or baby C). She calls them for a reality check drink to make sure that it really happend.
"Wait a bloody minuite, are you telling me that Gary Kowalsky was here in THIS pub and gave you HIS card?" Geoff said completely baffuled. As of any man in Seattle he was a huge Chinhooks fan. He and Daisy had season passes.
"YES! I am not making this up, God i wish i was... than i could wake up goto work and report the same damn thing every day." I said as excitment pulled and twisted my gut.
"Baby C this is what you are dying to do, This.. is it." Melanie never really had much to say, well when we wern't talking about babies, clothes, make-up, or 'SOUTHERN LIVING'. But when she does speak it is the right thing.
"ALRIGHT!! I'LL DO IT!" I said we all stood and cheered for the most amazing job on the earth |
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| OMG |
[Sep. 27th, 2005|12:13 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | patriots | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
i went to the Patriots home page and asked the editor a lot of questions on what his job is like a a bunch of fun stuff like that. Am very excited to get response from them. do you think it is weird that a fat girl makes fun of you for eating a salad. Well it's gotta be better than what they eat. she didn't like the smell of the greek salad. What a cunt(sorry sara)!!Yeah one of my friends thinks it's really funny that i had a guy draw me a picture of what 69 ment. i mean yeah it is funny, but when she starts telling people i work with, i think it gets kinda rude. NOT very nice. Any-how, am feeling much better about one's self when thay gain those 3 pounds back. very depressing especialy when every pound shows! But am not revolved around weight but how one looks and presents one's self. Like mother gets very self judgemental when shopping, kind of impossible when she looks fab-u-lus in a particular outfit butsays looks rediculously FAATT!! I hate it till no end. Love to peices but she looked awesome in a pink top and every one else said she looked stunning but all she could see was a fat cow that did not exist. am letting much more steam out than thought one should. Thats when one changes the topic to a hott guy who she happens to work with, Brain... he is cute and he started talking and listening to me. Am feeling very special. Also have made more friends. I only think one guy is cute! am very proud of ones self for feeling like i can finally control myself with whom i like. well see ya later!! |
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| Football |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|12:03 pm] |
Ah, the one thing i love the most in the world is FOOTBALL! I kina wanted to play football as a girl, but i never did... Sometimes it keeps me up at nights(Not really)!
Have kept all guidelines in check! Good for me. Lost 3 pounds over night! even better. BUT had Mcdonalds the other morning(oh so good) and just ate taco bell for lunch, can feel fat being solid in body. And have to go to work tonight.BLAHHH! Hate job with passion. Need to get out!! Not getting paid enough!FUCK!!
Right so back to main point, Football have based whole life on Sports and wrighting. Need to get job as sport reporter! think will be fab-u-lus!! Because PE teacher(female anyway)are LESBIENS!! how fucking fab-tab-u-lus is that! i cant wait. Should have bought diet pepsi, must always have pepsi when eat taco bell. For better reasons, than one might think. I think i was born in the wrong country... i should be british, scotish, or irish... would i not be awsome!!!mabey would have too much fun.. Ahh, pepsi is starting to water down and beging to taste like crapp.i wonder how you really spell crapp?? is it with 1 P or 2 P's.. hell i dont know. wont wast brain power on it either. man i've got to take a piss, see ya later |
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| The good and the bad |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|11:49 am] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
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| | come on mista dj turn the music up | ] |
Well here we go, i have thought of some new rules for myself. Guidelines really.
1) will not meet men while drunk, i dont like the drunk me, il ne pas bien!
2)am currently over men who i used to be in love with! All of them... and will no longer fantasize about being married and live in a huge house, cause honey if you know me we ALL know that it is not comming ture...or at least the way i see it.
3) try not to be so bitchy, thats gonna be hard. oh yeah!! not be crabby to mum, will try to be supportive of her.
4) WILL buy cuter clothes!!!
5) not try to quit but control more or try at pace of worth while!!
6) find a better tattoo(love corvette but people might think i am a little weird but everytime i think about it i fall more in love with it!!) So.. mabey will keep corvette and just get two!
7) not looking for BF, horoscope said "Are you prepared for Romance? You'd better be, because one is headed your way." Well havn't had BF in over 3 yrs. Last time ever had anything physical was when drunk at guy friends house, not with my guy friend but with his ex-best friend! It's all because of me that they are no longer friends. GOD DAMN i'm lucky!! He was an ass he used me for sex, it was bad. Had no idea what he was doing. it was insanely bad. Am never having sex while drunk, even though i was too drunk to remember what his face looked like. very safe next time.
8) Buy better car!!!! |
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| here we go |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|02:15 pm] |
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| | say goodnite- foo fighters | ] |
Well it has taken me almost a half an hour to lean how to use this thing, but i'm not gonna lie, it's kind of worth it. Hey i'm gonna wite stories to kepp ya'll entertained: The southern Woman
"Darling i cant believe that you dont have any money left. What happend? you can tell me" she said looking into the face of her loyal husband for 10 years.
"No!I cant tell you and this is why i have to leave you...I'm sorry" He said as he looked at her. I cant beleive what i am hearing. MY husband is gonna leave me.. no way not me. I dont think so.
"What do you mean you are gonna leave me" she said with what patients she had left. "Robert, sit your yellow cheep ass down. Now gawd damn it, Tell me what the fuck you did to ruin this family!!!"I said. I havn't felt this strong in years. I finally have complete control over this man. I can be the southern woman my mother always wanted me to be.
"FINE, you want the truth i'll give you the truth Sweet Heart" He brought up all hate he had and put it in the name he had givin her all those years ago. That name once meant that he loved her. "I have been cheat'en on you for 5 years now with the same woman... Her name is Sarena and she loves me for more than my money"he told her staight to her face. |
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